Missing My Sweetie

Well I'm back, have been for a week, just havn't felt like blogging lately. Dad and I had a blast in Colorado, I wish I was still out there, it sure is boring back here in TN without Rach to hang out with, I realize just how much she is my best friend when we are apart like this. I wouldn't be able to make it without her, not because of the whole I need a wife to take care of me thing, I'm not as helpless as I make out(I have to tell myself that somtimes) but rather I just need her to come home to, she's my happiness, my drive, we're both far from perfect, but we're made for each other. She's the only one who trully understands me and loves me not in spite of who I am but because of who I am. I'm so thankful for her and for all the times we share laughing and talking for hours. I've been asking myself, have I forgotten how to have a good time?, what do I really enjoy doing anymore, I'm realizing it's not what most other people my age and younger enjoy. I'm married now(and expecting a child, good grief) it's really no wonder I have different interests, and I'm not ashamed or disapointed because of it, because there really is a fullness of life that comes with just being with that person(and baby) closest to you. It's empty here without her(them) but I get a lot of fullfillment from just talking to her on the phone everyday (which we have been doing alot of). I'm glad her family undertstands:-)